Slowly moving on

We are slowly coping. Yes I am now back online but I do minimal things. I still cant scrap, paper or digital way. It really makes me sad whenever I see pictures of Huey. All I do is to keep myself busy, surfing and checking emails that touches me and Jun, thank you so much guys! (you know who you are.), and plan my to do things so that i won't always be thinking of what happened last week. Some say they admire me because I am STRONG, yes I am STRONG for my dear husband and to Huey. I am strong in order to comfort my husband who is the most affected one. I am strong because I know Huey is now happy playing and is now safe with our Lord Jesus Christ.

I admit I am the "prodigal son" of Jesus. I set aside God when I had Huey. I never went to church because I am afraid to be away of Huey. I am thinking, Huey might not be safe to someone if I will leave him. Huey is a special child that's why I

I am a church goer when I was still a teenager. I am a member of Legion of Mary when I was in grade school and I studied high school in a catholic school (Saint Agnes Academy Legazpi City), the sister school of Saint Scholastica in Manila. I love Jesus so much. But I forgot Him. Maybe that was my only mistake. Like what the priest say in the mass on Hueys wake, We should not say " God be there when I need you" but we should say " God help me all along". That message hit me! All along I was thinking I should talk to God whenever I need Him. I am so sorry God for thinking this way. I am so sorry!

Again I wanna thank all of you who leave great advice here in my blog. I am so shock that there are a lot of you who loves us. Thank you so much!